omg !!!! i accidentally deleted my much beloved tagboard. HOW ?? I hate myself la. ok..need to calm down urgently. been suffering from "depression" today. nothing i do seems to be rite. i can't even concentrate and think about my homework, don't even talk about table tennis. i seriously pissed my coach off today and guess wat ? i broke down and cried too. like hello ?? i didn't manage to like serve a ball with my usual speed. this is the first time i cried in this year la. and well... i pissed myself so hard that i ended up having gastric pain. well... i feel so depressed. and even my friends lamest joke can't cheer me up. zonals is in juz 1 mth time, omg, i feel so depressed. and i feel so slack with no motivation to study. if only someone could motivate me, how great that will be. ok, shall say bye for now. don't bother posting till i've fixed up a new one. HOW GREAT CAN MY LIFE GET ??? god bless me.